Sherry's Narrow Mind

Thu Jul 22 14:35:59 2004

My brain stops spinning after you got offline.
I guess what I said hurt you,
and if you told her what I tried to explain for myself,
she might get hurt as well.
But so what?

Whom are you lying to? I asked myself.
You might accept those reasons,
but deep inside of my heart,
I knew that would only make me feel better,
and it wouldn't do any good to anyone of you two.

Did I really make a mistake?
Was I wrong about rather protecting myself?
I never knew that being alone would be a crime,
which brought up your talking.

What's got into she and I?
What happened back to the last semester?
Come on, I don't even call Rebecca three times a month nowadays,
and you are telling me that you think we were close?
Don't accuse me w/ your own thinking.

The biggest mistake is the difference between how you and I
think about this relastionship, don't you get it?

I've been pretending for too long,
and why would you two wanna stop me from bothering myself but
the others in my whole world?

Don't give me the crap like b/c I am your friend.
Don't you get it?
Don't you see where the pressure comes from?

If you got questions for me,
then why don't you ask me directly?
or you just like me being the main subject of our conversation?
I'm so sick of it!!


You probably still didn't realize it,
but keep worrying about the so-called frienship wouldn't help at all.
All you will see is me leaving.

Is that what you want?
Guess you didn't see that coming, huh?

I hate being pushed, in case you didn't know.